I won't update any status on my Facebook anymore, since there is someone feel annoy and pressure. My status will all been update here from right now. Rather than someone said my status give too much disturbance. Here not much ppl will concern about me and not much ppl know me and the person, so I think it's better? And halo to the person, I know that u still cannot accept the things I write here as u thought or it seem like challenge, but please do understand my situation, I already do whatever to make you better, and beside u feel better, I also need somewhere to release my feeling, my thoughts, my opinions, my emotions, I can't keep it inside with me too long, I will going to be crazy. Until now I still don't understand what I had did was wrong on my facebook just because I tried to fight back. Just hope u not going to make me mad and make the things go worst, as u know that if anything unimpressed are because both parties fault, not only ones. Sometimes I just need u to listen to my heart, as I listen yours too. I already out of idea to impress u anymore, I dont know what can I do anymore, sometimes I am just tired of being work hard to protect our relationship, maybe we are not suitable to each other, I really do hope that we can do more than that, I really hate argument, I hate misunderstood, I hate being doubt, and hate being alone if I am in relationship with someone, if these does not make any changes, what is the point for me to start a relationship? Since I can own these all when I'm single.

And I really felt upset and a bit disappointed when my afford being not be appreciated. I was spent all my time to completed the book, I was think very hard to write those things, and you, only read 1st page, then put it a side, the reason is u got no time to read. (I was headache of too little page and little things to write on that book, it's not even 10 pages if no mistaken, and u told me u got no time) what is the point to did all those stuff for u? I just felt I'm silly to did everything.

I knew that I'm not mature sometimes, keep asking u to bring me here and there, eat nice foods, and buy something I like. And I already try to telling myself to control, and don't keep spending, I know our status and situation. I just need some support and 安慰.

Ps: I'm here not to blame or what, I just write my feeling, hope u do understand.